Am I a psychic?!

Just the episode befire I got the uneasy feeling about her memory returning and to what will happen after that with the OTP... and now they really made her remember EVERYTHING right after showing us such a lovely bond between them!
But her reactions where quite weird. i mean ok, she remembered that her family was murdered bc if the emperor but she can't act as if nothing where between them and say she wants to kill him!
So my theory is that she kind of forgot the love she felt towards him bc she forgot all the happy memories with him? And only the nad ones or neutral one are left?
oh god, please, make her forgive him fast!